I guess I'm being a big headed guy again

These few days have been a rough stormy one! I was like enjoying myself one moment and the next moment I'm thrown into disequilibrium.

I mean, how would one feel when you are being treated as if you are non-existence by a friend whom you treat like a brother. If it was in the case where I acted like a b*tch or something, I can accept the fact due to this. Maybe it's not something that the 2 particular person felt - I mean come on la, is it so difficult to come over and tell us that you guys' gonna use up the court? I mean it's just a simple form of respect right? The fact that we didn't asked or forced you guys to play a few matches with us is because we respect you guys, knowing that you have training afterwards and also, since your coach is around, it's more likely that you guys want to stick with him just in-case he wants your attention in what ever reason.

I know I'm being patty for even writing this in my blog, but hey, how long have you know us compared to your new coach? I believe just by comparing in this scope, we all deserve some mutual respect. You might be thinking that you have actually invited me to join u guys for a game, but that was way before your 5v5 game, btw, i replied saying that we wanted to practice shooting on the other side of the court since your side is already filled with your coach and his friends.

I'm really in a dilemma in terms of should I let it go and forget about it, treating you all as little kids or should I make myself heard. Thinking of it, if I had more of my friends playing on court and then I just start occupying the whole court, how will you and your friends feel?

Guess I'm being over reacting and being super annoying once again. Haha. I believe strongly that I should now be more careful of whom I treat/ regards as a brother/ sister and not just any Tom, Dick or Harry.

I shall not think so much now since I'm feeling way better!

Nights my friends(towards those whom I can be who I am and accept me.